You have been experiencing a loss of power or control over elements around you. This may feel emasculating or leave you weak. Find something you are good at and nurture it to regain this confidence.
Your power and strength is noticeable to others. It may make others feel weak and cause them to lash out at you, or it can be an inspiring motivator to others. Try to identify these people and nurture them appropriately without losing your own direction in life.
About the Art:
I couldn't have The Vulgar without having The Castrated. It's only fair that both genders are equally desecrated.